I am sorry if i did not reply to your messages ma! I woke up like only about 4 plus ma! I really couldn't sleep at all! Wasn't well either! alright ma! let me explain... After this, it is up to you to forgive me or not ma...

1. Menega issue...
Ma, first menaga is just a friend to me, before even we went go on together, yes we went out ma, i didn't deny that, but she wasn't the type of person that i would wan to be with ma... After we went on together, whenever we had issues or anything, she was there to advise me and all ma! There were times where she acted a bit weirdly, i wasn't really comfortable with her and all, but i didn't tell her this, i respected her as a friend ma! The reason why i told you after 10 months, that we both went out and all, is because, i felt that there wasn't a need for me to tell you this, cause there was nothing that happened between us, it was just friendship ma! Now i broke it, cause you still think that i can move on, if i break up with you, i can go on with someone else, makes me feel as though you dun really understand me how much i love you ma... How many times we fought ma, you tell me? How many times? Times when we even almost end up breaking up... If i dun love you sincerely and truly, i could have gone on with menega anytime wad ma! yes, she is attached... If i had not truly loved you, i would have gone on with her ma... Even along this 10 months, she was still there as a friend ma, cause i didn't wanna lose a friend like her ma, till now and always i have never imagined anyone being with me than only you ma! I want you to understand that... I didn't cheat you ma, in this, just wanna stress it to you, that if i was flinging or wasn't really sincere to you or if i was not honest, i would have gone with her, despite all the issues we had cookie, please understand that! Not that i wanted to hide from you... 


2. Sammantha issue
Ma, yes i agree that i didn't like you talking to your ex, beginning, i was so mad and all, but slowly, i changed that ma, yes, he is an ex, but the main thing was, i trust you and it isn't fair to you that i ask you to completely avoid him, cause you had no intentions, he is a flirt, slowly, i understood and changed myself ma. There were times where when i was down, i tweet about it, some how sammanta, showed some concern to me ma! It was all part of friendship ma! When you happen to be down, some how sai would cheer you up and would say like, no worries, cheer up, if anything, i am here, same with sammantha ma! 
till this date, yes, i have texted her and called her ma, but i have never met her ma, never will, cause i know you trust me ma! Things changed along the way ma, it doesn't mean that i hide things from you or anything ma! Please, dun, i beg you, please dun say i cheat you all, i didn't cheat you at all prithi... For the times, when you were mad all, you compared me with sai ma, not once but twice, yes, you were angry, when you were mad, you say things, but by then its too late wad ma... No guy would want to hear such a thing from his girlfriend being compared with her ex ma! No guy would want to hear such dear... 

For you one thing, for me one thing, its not like that ma, you didn't understand that, along this 10 months, i changed a lot ma, i feel i did, i understood you ma, i really did, things i did, it does not mean that i want to hide or not tell you ma, cause there was no need for me to tell cause it doesn't matter much to me at all dear... For instance, the para thing, i won't get mad even if you said you were going out with him and all before we met all ma... People change along the way dear, i am not really interested in the past, but no guy would ever one something like that to happen now ma!.. 

I am sorry if you felt that i wasn't honest to you or anything ma! I swear, i didn't mean to cheat you on anything dear, please, i beg you in this... Dun feel disgusted that you loved me ma! Till now, i only remember the happy moments being with you dear, but why could't you do such too ma? :( Yes, things have happened a lot at home ma, i understand, even now also, you were the one who chose to end it with me wad moi, i didn't wad... Cause i still love you and always do dear... I have never wanted to cheat you dear, NEVER had in my mind... Till now, i only keep happy moments being with you dear, nothing more than that... Please dun say that my love for you was fake or anything ma... Please... I swear i couldn't sleep at all yesterday after those things you say ma.... I dun expect you to talk or text me or anything right now ma! Take your time, take all the time you want dear... I will be waiting for you... 

Prithi, i love you so much.... ;(