Told my mother that will be going, for chalet and won't be back home for 2 days, but actual fact there isn't any chalet for me! hahas! :P Planned to surprise cookie ( New name <3 ) hehe! Thought she might be going for chalet but in the end, she couldn't, in a way, i am the cause of it... :( So... On the Tuesday, after training, i went to Hougang straight, hahas! :) Spend the night there, managed to talk to cookie from the window, i was just glad to see her, we were talking and all, hahas! Like from the window for like 2 hours plus...
Every guy who loves his girl so much, would always want her to be happy, but it seems that i have put her in a situation where things have been so hard for her, she have been going through a lot of shit, like what she said, she has been taking all the risk, not me... :( I have got to stop tearing and take some responsibilities on my hand as well... But i can't move on without cookie in my life, ITS NEVER GONNA HAPPEN THAT WAY...
Well, after seeing her, went to Dylan place, slept there and then went back home! Took a nap there, and went to AMK to do something for cookie...
The feeling and the satisfaction doing for your loved one, its really nothing compared to anything else yeah! Its like as though you passed your test... I wonder how and why, in my 20 years, i have never did such a thing as shown above, but the sudden thought that i wanted to do something for cookie... I did all this by myself cookie, hope you like it, your favorite spongebob! :) Forgive me if i missed certain details like the cheeks ahhhhh... :)
Well, after amk, went to some where else to get cookie something else she loves...
Cupcakes.... <3
She loves cupcakes, hahas :) I bought this for her, but the icing wasn't really nice though...
Found something that i really wanna do for you, i wanna try baking cupcakes and surprise you cookie, shit, why did i say here! hehe! :P Nahhh, she won't know when she might get it... hehe! :P
You can never be this much happy when you do something for your loved ones, the feeling is really amazing... :P God, i love you just so much Prithi. M. Nair!
Man, i am singing, in front of the lappy to you, i am doing painting of a spongbob like what kids do... I am just going crazy you know, hahas! Do i really love you so much that i am doing all this? Guess i do!!!!!!!!
So, it was a Wednesday night and a Thursday morning, i went to her place to pass it to her, gosh she wasn't well either, :( After that went dylan place to overnight! hahas! These 2 days were just tiring la! hehe! :P I hope she like the cupcakes and Spongebob! :)
It was a thursday, Went early to her place there so that i could follow her to Kent road, going her aunty place i guess... Went to Farrer park and all! But on that day, just felt that, she didn't want me there i guess...
Sometimes, we guys have to understand that girls might wanna have their own space on their own, i felt that times, when she is out, i gotta give her some times to be alone but felt that i taking this time to be with her when she might want to be alone... Just saying! I am sorry cookie, i just wanted to spend the time being with you and all, but in future, if you dun feel like me coming or anything, please tell me cookie, please dun force yourself to do things just to make me happy cookie! I am always fine anything my dear... Just saying ah! Not assuming anything, its just a feeling i had, well, before she went, she brought me to Mustafa, so that i can have the milo she loves, well i did! IT WAS REALLY DAMN NICE!!! HAHAHS! :P
Felt as though it has been long since i had an image with her, Well we did! :) hehe! I like the image above la!
After that went for training! It was the worse training ever i guess...
For the past 2 weeks, i have not been able to focus on training well, feeling so lost, like as though i am not myself in the training... I say like that nvm, my coach is telling me that, my team mates are telling me that, sasi is playing better than me... :( Just could't focus on the training, thoughts were all about 31st October 2012, the day where you were there to see me play the game against TP! Polite competition...
I don't know for how long can i do this, all i know is i don't wanna disappoint you... I dun wan you not talk to me, you just had to give me the condition that i have to make it and if not you won't talk to me, you ah! :( there is not a day i am trying cookie, but it isn't how it is like... :( I missing you a lot cookie...
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