I tried, I keep trying, no matter how much I try being the best I can, I end up screwing up! I'm not how I used to be, I asked cause not because I dun allow you to play with certain people or wad, that was last time, I realize I can't always hold you but least by knowing who you're playing with, I might feel safe that you're with this, I'm just concerned of your safety ma, not that I have any trust issues or i wanna like see if its alright to play... Let me explain, but I guess, you weren't already happy with me, and worse, you told me not to text you nor you wanna be a relationship with me... Moi, I'm not how I used to be ma... Please understand that, I only care for you so much that I dun wanna lose you not that I wanna control you, I know how it feels like being controlled, I was in that kind of situation, I dun wish to talk about it... Past is past, please understand my love for you, you complete the puzzle in my life ma... I'm a changed person, not the type of person who I use to be, I can't say much already... Please be safe... Please ;(