Past few days, many things have just happened and all! I don't know why and all, but some how, i was just watching my wife and kids series just only and the thought that one of the series had this song that made me really wanna hear in this series, its kinda an old song, i am gonna put this song now including the lyrics...

It's undeniable

That we should be together

It's unbelievable

How I used to say that I'd fall never

The basis is need to know

If you don't know just how I feel

Then let me show you now that I'm for real

If all things in time

Time will reveal

Yeah...

Chorus:

One - you're like a dream come true

Two - just wanna be with you

Three - Girl it's plain to see

That you're the only one for me

Four - repeat steps one through three

Five - make you fall in love with me

If ever I believe my work is done

Then I'll start back at one... Yeah...

So Incredible

The way things work themselves out

And all emotional

Once you know what it's all about, babe

And undesirable

For us to be apart

Never would of made it very far

Cause you know you got the keys to my heart

(Chorus)

One - you're like a dream come true

Two - just wanna be with you

Three - Girl it's plain to see

That you're the only one for me

Four - repeat steps one through three

Five - make you fall in love with me

If ever I believe my work is done

Then I'll start back at one...

Say farewell to the dark of night

I see the coming of the sun

I feel like a little child

Whose life has just begun

You came and breathed new life

Into this lonely heart of mine

You threw out the life line

Just in the nick of time...

(Chorus)

One - you're like a dream come true

Two - just wanna be with you

Three - Girl it's plain to see

That you're the only one for me

Four - repeat steps one through three

Five - make you fall in love with me

If ever I believe my work is done

Then I'll start back at one...

Its just the fact that in life, many people face different people where they come and go... Some just come and they some how will be there with you throughout, some, in many ways, won't be there throughout despite many things in life. But there is always a person where you would just wanna keep her all to yourself... Hahas! yes, it sounds as though you're being selfish. She makes you special no matter how annoying she can just be, even sometimes you might feel that she does not really appreciate you in few ways, or she just can get into your nerves, hehe! :P 

You just wanna hold her tight, and cuddle her and never wanna let go, times when you can't express it as love or anything else, a feeling that cannot be explained in words or anything else... I sure do sound kinda emotional and in feeling right now... I never had the opportunity to tell or show how much i love her, every time she asks me do you love me or do you miss me? I always answer her yes i do, but in actions sometimes i don't show... But at the same time, i wanna show my love for her, but why? When sometimes she is confused and all? This kinda brings me down! It hurts when the girl you love still feelings confused and all... I only have less than 2 months before my attachment and final year project that i gonna start, with that, i wonder if i would have the same time with her ever... Plus, after what her aunty boyfriend feels about me, i prolly feel that i should not keep in touch with Darshini akka either, afraid that she would be against me either, wonder if she is? I mean why? I love this girl, if i had any thoughts such of making her pregnant and all, i would have done that a long time right? Instead, having a thought that no matter what i going on, i would still TRY MY LEVEL BEST to keep myself cool and go with the flow, and study hard and graduate, serve NS and get a good job and get both my motor and car license and live with the flow... 

It really hurts... SO many things in my mind for the past few days, i had a good break with my aunty birthday celebration in the chalet for the past 3 days, at pasir ris at night, places where i had memories of you, i was just sitting alone and thinking about things over and over again... Trying to keep myself strong and just keep moving... Sometimes i have to think too much because i can't help it, just afraid, sometimes i don't think i am that strong as i look either... Really, i'm not as strong as you think i am, never was...

I am in love with you, in return, i can't expect the same things from you as well... That i have to understand and yes i do, one doesn't love only if the love is reciprocated... It sounds simple, hahas! :P But it isn't... Oh well, i just have to leave it, hey hey... i will always enjoy every moment with you till i don't have any more time to spare for or with you... Whether for the best or worst... ><