Well well well, its already Thursday and i am like in the office... Seems cookie has not texted me back and all, my poor dear, yesterday she wasn't well, i hope she is feeling better, sigh... :( I doubt she will be able to go to work today, i not sure if i will be able to see her as well... :( You know, this is what really sucks, the day before yesterday, i saw her after like 3 days and all, then yesterday, yes i saw her, but it got a bit bitter, sigh! :( Then today... :( This is really terrible you know, as time goes by, seems that, there isn't much chance for me to meet cookie and be with cookie, weekends, yes we do see each other, but at work... Sometimes, i can't help myself to be a bit selfish in terms of meeting cookie! But i really have to understand that at times, time isn't by our side, and we have to understand that... Its alright dear... There is always a reason for everything, i learned this from you ma, whatever happens, it's for the best, this is how i some what rather cheer myself up... :(

I am missing you so much dearie, i am sorry at this point of time, i am not by your side to take good care of you and you know that i will for sure take good care of you... Forgive me cookie, please get well soon dearie, i am really worried here... 

A little something that i wanna share after seeing you like this yesterday... I really love seeing you like this dearie, hehe! :P XOXO! :)