Once upon a time, there was once a guy who was very much in love with this girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company, his future doesn’t seemed too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for the both of them, so let’s go their own ways there and then… heartbroken, the guy agreed.

When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself. Finally with all these hard work and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company…
“You never fail until you stop trying.” he always told himself. “I must make it in life!”

One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn’t take him long to realize those were his ex-girlfriend’s parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn’t the same anymore. He had his own company, car, condo, etc. He had made it in life!

Before the guy can realize, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and he got out of his car and followed them…and he saw his ex-girlfriend, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone… and he saw his precious paper cranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb. Her parents saw him. He walked over and asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was stricken ill with cancer. In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want her illness to be his obstacle … therefore she had chosen to leave him.

She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again he can take some of those back with him. The guy just wept …the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can’t have them and will never see them again.

I wonder why i had to share this dear, but it is really touching... :( 

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Aquarius and Cancer

When Cancer and Aquarius make a love match, it can be a case of opposites attracting. Cancer takes an emotional approach to life, Aquarius, an offbeat, unconventional approach. While Cancer often retreats into its shell, Aquarius takes every opportunity to be the extrovert, the organizer and party animal. They love to find themselves amongst friends; social settings are simply their thing! If a Cancer and an Aquarius can find a way to combine these qualities in a positive way, they can go anywhere together.

Both Cancer and Aquarius can be ambitious and determined. They want to get their way, and neither likes to conflict. Cancer can be old-fashioned, attached to tradition and routine, their morals more conservative than progressive. Aquarius, on the other hand, is very modern and likely numbed by routine, yawning at the dull and the boring in which Cancer sometimes finds comfort. Cancer may be intrigued by their Aquarius lover’s sense of excitement, but this traditional Crab could get frustrated trying to keep up with this revolutionary’s mind. Though Aquarius won’t appreciate the possessiveness of a pinching Crab, they could find great comfort in the solid base Cancer provides. Just try to get them to admit it!

The Moon (Emotion) rules Cancer, and Saturn (Karma) and Uranus (Rebellion) rules Aquarius. The Moon is a radiant, feminine energy and Saturn is a cool, contained masculine energy. Uranus is about all things abnormal and novel. The Moon is emotional and concerned with growth and domesticity, both of which become central themes in many Cancer’s lives. Saturn deals with hard work and the discipline required for achievement, while Uranus symbolizes forward thought. This combination makes sense for an Aquarian, as they are futurists unafraid of getting their hands dirtied by labor. Cancer mates can teach social, intellectual Aquarius lovers the value of emotional impulses, and their feminine influence will bring beauty and comfort into the home. While Cancer teaches the valuable lesson of an open heart, Aquarius can come right back with the usefulness of a detached heart. Aquarians are blessed to be able to extricate themselves from uncontrollable situations and to reevaluate goals if they get off-course. Not necessarily cold, Aquarius could still benefit from Cancer’s warm, feminine Moon-based influence.

Cancer is a Water Sign, and Aquarius is an Air Sign. Aquarius sees life as an intellectual exercise, a constant exploration and expansion of the mind. Cancer’s more pragmatic. Cancer stops to ask, ‘how does this feel?’ while Aquarians keep asking ‘what else is there?’ It may be tough for one to get where the other is coming from, and conflicts can arise if Aquarius gets a little too cool or Cancer too emotionally demanding. They may end up working at cross-purposes: Cancer asks for more and more, Aquarius may pull further and further away. By accepting that their worldviews are dissimilar, Cancer and Aquarius can move on and celebrate their diversity, learn to say ‘vive la difference’ rather than feeling threatened by it.

Cancer is a Cardinal Sign, and Aquarius is a Fixed Sign. Both persevere when working toward goals. If they have a set path, they’ll follow it to the end. With this sort of shared perseverance — and if they both place a high value on their relationship — this couple will never be dissuaded from that knowledge and will constantly think of one another. If they run into snags, Aquarius will discover that Cancers, though they may seem shy and retire into their shells, can actually be very tenacious and dogmatic, not above using emotional manipulation on their loved ones. Also, Aquarius could be bothered by Cancer’s over-emotionality. If they agree to work toward a common goal, these two can get along.

What’s the best thing about the Cancer-Aquarius love match? When they decide to come together, they are an indomitable force! When they decide to combine their disparate energies, Cancer and Aquarius can find their own natural balance and have fun with their differences rather than letting them frighten them away from a chance to love.

Wonder if true or not b! Some points that i highlighted!! I damn free for now dear! hehe! Bet you are asking why i asked you if you are Aquarius right! hehe! This is why. 

I had to ensure that I change the formatting of the lappy so that I can type English words properly. Its like 10.08 right now, and i have no work to do so far. Plus my manager and 2 other supervisors are not here either. I skype messaged one of them, there seems to be no reply or anything. Sigh! Well, i was able to reach on time, and though it was kinda rushy in the morning... My other friend now in the work place seems to have work to do and here i am blogging, aiya! Nvm la! Cookie was kinda late to school cause her brother was delaying her though she woke up earlier. What shall i talk about and all...? Hmm.... Damn the phone is really damn annoying, sigh! I am here alone in the room where my manage and the supervisor are missing...

It's not about having the perfect relationship, it's about finding someone who matches you and will go through everything without giving up.

To make a woman happy, give her these three things. Attention, affection and appreciation.

The test of love is not when we are together. It comes when we are not together and realize that despite the distance, love is still there.

When a woman no longer gets frustrated and upset with you, you can almost guarantee that she doesn't care anymore.

A healthy relationship will inspire you to be more of who you are, not require you to give up who you are

You should never have to look for evidence that someone loves you. True love is crystal clear.

Everyone can say "I love you" but not everyone really mean it. So, believe it when you feel it, not when you hear it.

There might be a reason to why i had to share some quotes above right? It is simple, there can be many ways in which a relationship can last forever or just end up in a failure. But to talk about mine, i would basically just say it is sometimes my fault. When there was a period of time where cookie told me that she doesn't feel for me anymore and things... I realized there should be a reason to the things i have done. Yes, i have to agree that i was the cause of her feeling such a way... :( I have done so many things to cookie. Meant to say, hurting things. But till now she have gone through so much with me... I never was thankful for how much she have been through because of me, i really do appreciate the things she ave done and all... But at the same time, if you were to ask me, would you be sure that you guys would last  long? I would say, "We can never predict the future yeah, but one thing for sure, i will never let go of her..." This would be my statement. Hey, i think its worth fighting for cookie, cause i love her. What more would you want me to say? Simple answer for a simple question right!!!

But, if your partner or the girl whom you love says, "i don't know!' to a a question, "Are you damn sure that you won't leave me either?"

.....

My reaction was such... 

I don't really understand why you said such cookie, makes me feel you're not really confident of us being together and all dear. Cookie, it takes 2 hands to claps right, not just one right! If either one of us are not really strong and not sure if things will last and all, things are gonna be difficult dear. I was talking to you about this but then it got interrupted. I understand ma! You were rushing to school and all, i understand dear, even right now, i am not gonna bring this topic out till you read it yourself ma! You seem to be feeling sian with the fact that you have to go back to school plus you're hungry too. But i am sorry ma, i had to talk about this. Dear, i am very sure i will not go of you, but you if you thing that i wanna use chappal or do this kind of crazy things in order for me to make sense to you, i don't think i will be doing that ma! B, i know your anger and all, but dear, there is only a certain limit a body can take to make you understand and feel b! BUT BUT, bo, i will not give up on easily dear, i will fight for it, that i promise dear! I really promise!!! Its 1042 now b....

I don't wish to hurt you in order to make you understand or knock sense to you in such a manner dear. I've hurt you badly at times dear, :( I really feel damn shitty for doing such, i promised myself one thing... I don't wanna say... Just between myself. You are young and there is still more things to come for you baby! I am going to NS soon! I really hope before i go in, i would like to ensure you are confident. 

You cannot win a race if you think that you are gonna lose, looking at the way your opponents and all are, this kind of crap. Once you think like that, your mentality just goes down ma! Like that, you will for sure lose. But, if you are confident and you are strong mentally, no matte how big or buff they look, i am sure you can win the race because you are confident, your mindset is strong. 

Its all in the mind ma! Same goes in a relationship, i wanna ensure our relationship is strong dear, as hard a stainless steel ma! I know its lame, i can;t thing of anything else that can be strong! Please take this seriously dear! Its not easy for a guy having this kind of thought like, why is the girl i love answering me in such a way, it can be wacky b! ;( I hope i made things clear her b! I really hope you would take me seriously!!! I am sorry if i have hurt you in anyway or anything alright dearie. 

End of week 1, sigh! The week hard to go so fast, tmrw back to work, hopefully i get my passport done asap, I am actually curious to see the machining in JB.
Today, left house at like 630 plus went for prayers, and i came back home, from here, went to work, today i had to cover Jenny, another part timer who is on MC today, that was why she could not make it though. So from 1-10 today! Sigh! Was so busy, especially, with just 3 staff. Some ass customers were just waiting to go to the second floor. Why can't you'll fucking just come and eat and chiao! Bastards, sit upstairs for what!!! Worse, some couples wanna just go up to kiss and all, i ever have caught couples doing that, some but all...
Well, managed to settle most things at work today, hopefully Ogie doesn't make any noise!!! Came back home like at about 11 plus, had a face mask on and now watching videos, waiting for bo! hehe! :P I Missed you my dear pumpkin! Was a tiring day yeah! 

Well well, hehe! Finally i can breath better than before, which is like few hours back! hehe!!! Pumpkin pumpkin, Its not your fault that you have to be guilty about alright sweetheart! I miss you my baby! Yes yes, i did saw you today and manage to eat with you also, but i can never get enough of being with you my dearie!
Today, met cookie at her place, was suppose to be at beach center at 12 sharp. But, was late... Cookie had to settle some school things in the morning, and so yeah... But we were able to collect her uniforms. Cookie had to spend 15 bucks in the morning as we took cab, pig! Sigh! After that, from there we went to CQ, cookie had her eyebrows done! Looked clean and nice especially the arch she had! hehe! :) After that, we went to burger king to have lunch, both of us were just simply hungry! It was satisfying, yum yum! :) Then, we took the train to chinatown so that from there we can take bus to her granny place. So went to redhill with cookie and then from there i had to go back to TCC to collect the keys because i am doing opening on the sunday! I went, wahhh, was damn crowded, Ogie was on off, raymon and ferdi had will be working from 6-2. So, fred, another assistant manager from the RB helped us today. What a pity, he was telling lunch time was so packed and all, plus the fact that there were new staff. He seemed so busy then before plus he is from another boutique, can't blame him if he does not know much about TCC CR! Sigh! Well, the painting was rather nice, they called it the 3D painting, it seemed 3D enough! hahahahas! Then left going back home. Was all the while at home today, in bed most of the time today... Was rather feeling lazy and tired today, the fact that i was waking up early for my internship. Tmrw morning going for prayers and after that work, till 10... Hmm... Seems there might be things to do tmrw now that new staff are coming in, more responsibility for me dearie. Ogie kinda send me some messages telling that i have to ensure things are right and the new staff knows what is going on and all... There is a staff who is gonna come and i am very much excited that i will be working 'Closely' with that staff!
Welcome back baby! Good to have you with me while I'm at work! Hope your nose gets better tomorrow. Love you so much pumpkin! XOXO! :) 

"If i really loved you, would i even have the heart to hurt you...?"

The caption above is not to pin point anyone but to remind myself... To ensure this incident will never be forgotten and will always be a lesson to me!!! Really... Who ever thought that, would you ever hit or just hurt the loved ones of your life? I don't wish to go in detail about this, but its just a reminder to me, whenever i run through my blog, i will always have this in my mind! Sigh! :(

Today, i went to work, clocked in at 829, i couldn't help it, i was so sleepy and tired! :( Reached work, plus it was raining there, early morning at tai seng rained! ARGH!!! Can it get any worse? I was thinking about it, feeling so annoyed early in the morning! Once reached, i realized that both my supervisor and my manager were late, guessed they were kinda stuck in the rain as well. So like after half an hour passed, they arrived, less than 10 mins, they both left, and never came back till i left the office, i approached the supervisor once he arrived if there is any work for me today, he told me, nope! I was like, "Okay...."...
THE ENTIRE DAY TODAY, I WAS JUST INSTAGRAM, FACEBOOK AND FOOTBALL NEWS, to the extend i was so bored that i was even reading news paper, reading about world news... Can you believe that? Me reading world news, no wonder it rained again like 1 plus. Sigh! The entire day, just using my phone, prolly my data would have exceeded. Sigh! i hope not! So, today, i took bus to toa payoh and took the train to yishun! Comparing this journey to taking mrt throughout, i was able to sit in the bus and the train was less crowded! I went to yishun to collect the package and then went back home... From there went to visit cookie dearie, so that i can pass her the parcel and also see her.

I can't explain how i feel when i see you dear, first thing, was to grab your arm and view it!!! I missed you greatly dear! The whole day was just plain shit, literally, I am really glad to see you dear! I swear! All i can say is, i am sorry but i will never forgive myself for what I've done to you b! I will pay the prize! Its gonna be hard dear, i have really hurt you badly dear!!!! :( But b, I have done things that can't be forgiven and all, but b, please b, don't leave me!!! I will go crazy b! I love you so much dearie!!!!

Cookie and i watched "Maleficent"...
Awesome movie yeah! Movie before my FYP ends! hahas! It was a Friday... Well, bitter morning with dear i guess... Sigh! Had to meet my work supervisor in the morning, but in the end it took like 10 mins around there only! hmmm... Before meeting supervisor, received text from to book appointment to see the doc to take MC and yes, i did help to  make an appointment. Some how, had a bitter morning with dear, after seeing my supervisor, i was on the way to see b, wonder if i could see her there, and along the way, i did told her will be accompanying her, when to her place and waited for her, and followed her to the clinic to take MC! After MC, went to AMK to have tepanyaki the second time, hehe! the previous day also teppanyaki! hehe! :) After that, went for a movie, hehe! Then had to go back to school, and yes cookie followed me! Had to do clearance for my FYP all! hmmm....
Was then staying in school awhile with cookie!!! HEHE! WE were playing cards! hehe! :P 
After that sent her off to home and then went to play bowling with the guys... It was guys night! 

It was a Saturday...
Morning work at 10 till 4, after that followed my work mates to go eat together, a small gathering at newton , had seafood! hehe YUM YUM!!! After that went to meet baby at night, left there like 4 plus in the morning! Not forgetting the new watch baby got!!! :) Hope you love it baby! :)

Today! SUNDAY!!!!
I had to go work at 1 till 4 today, after that met baby, was suppose to go yoga all, in the end we just spent time with each other!!! IT was a lovely day with baby today! hehe! Went to eat with baby at the subway at Clark Quay! B was suppose to get her eye brows done but it seem the person she usually get it done from was not there and so we left, from there went to tai seng to look around my work place! :) Thanks for following baby! From there took bus to Toa payoh, planned to play pool, but in the end, had tuna sandwich! Sorry for being rude to you baby!! From there sent off to baby! Sigh! 

Really missing baby so much! Tmrw new work gonna start... :( I really hope i am able to see baby more often as usual!!!! Miss you so much baby!!!